Baby # 3 on the way

Well so much for waiting a year lol !!! baby #3 is on his/her way . We are all praying that this is a girl lol . I feel great so far no really morning sickness .I have had a few crazy curvings though , and I cry at things now,and I am not a crier never have been . I just hope micah takes this baby well lol . Philip will kiss my belly and say hi baby it is so cute he never did that with micah .

I want to try a water birth . I found a doctor that will do it I cant wait to go see here . I am waiting for my insurence stuff to get approved which i think will be 4 more weeks or less ( i hope ) I have had two c-sections but i would really like to try to have this one vaginal . so pray that i can do it . and that they pain will be bearable

Micah is going to be 9 months I cant believe it . He still has no teeth but man can this kid move he climbs the stairs all by himself and he is walking along the couch and stuff lol so i think he will be walking in one time .

Philip is going on 23 months where did these two years go . I cant believe it everytime i look at him he is bigger and talks up a storm (like his mom) lol

found it

I have been looking for my slow cooker cook book and I finally found it .I can't wait to make some of these for sunday .We have a fellowship every sunday .I have een trying to have dinner planned everyday I get it right 5 out of 7 . I LOVE watching the food network but i can't watch it at my house (no cable ) so whenever I am at my mother-in-laws that is what I watch .well that and baby stories lol .

I love watching babies being born . I think it is a true gift from God when a babies enters the world . My mother-in-law thinks I am so funny for wanting to watch them over and over . My son is either going to be a ob-gyn or a cheif lol .

So we are finally all healthy so that mean we get Bryn this tuesday . It feels like forever since we have seen her (about two weeks ) . she is going to look so much bigger when I see her I just know it . Why do kids have to grow up so fast it is just not fair .

days

Why is it so hard to forgive and get along with everyone ? I try to get along with everyone but most people are just stupid lol . I can see right through people who aren't real I think that people need to be themselves . I get into trouble a lot because I speak my mind and if I don't like you ,you know . I try to have better facial expression because I don't want to be mean but it is hard when I get around stupid people that drive me crazy . And the forgiveness thing thank the Lord I am not God because only he could love some people .Once you do something wrong to me that is really bad I have a really hard time getting over that . I know that it is better for me to forgive but it is SO HARD . I feel like if you say you forgive someone for what they have done to you then people think you shgould be all buddy buddy. I can forgive them for what they have done but I don't think I have to be buddy buddy and hang around them .

been a few days

While we are not having a good time lately . Money has been REALLY tight . I hate the fact that I can't just go out and buy whatever I need when I need it . Mark is trying so hard but with the econemy the way it is people are just not spending money . We don't know what to do should we find other work ? but then who will take care of the kids ? does she find another job that he hates IDK . We are praying that the Lord leads us in the way he wants us to go . I know a lot of people are going through this at the same time I just pray it gets better soon .
So Micah and Philip are doing a lot better But now Mark is throwing up and sick I am sure that I will be next But I hope not . Now it is going through my moms house first Noah now anastasia I hope the bug dies I am so tired of washing the same clothes over and over again lol. I feel bad that everyone else is getting sick around us . I am praying for them all .

Baby Mess

So this morning I am feeding Micah and then I burped him and changed his diaper.I started feeding him on the other side and after like 2 minutes he vomits ALL over me get me soaked and even the sofa and himself . What a mess that was to clean up lol . I had to get him undressed and the see what he did to the sofa and then I got in the shower I was so covered I was cold . I started the laundry and now we are both redressed and now he is napping I hope he is not getting sick Philip vomitted tuesday for the first time it was so sad he did not know what to do . The joys of mother hood cleaning up vomit and poop diapers YEAH for me lol.

FOOD

I have a big issue with food . I LOVE IT to much lol . I am totally fine if I don't have the junk food in the house but when it is here . It calls my name "JESSICA EAT ME JESSICA IM ON THE TOP SHELF" I give in everytime I was never a big cake eater but after having these kids I like cake and I had 3 different cakes these past week for Marks birthday OH MY WORD . I felt so fat after this weekend . I throw away the rest of the cake . lol Mark came home and was looking for it and I had to tell him it was gone .
I was watching a show and they were talking about over weight teens and the Guy that came on t help them lose the weight said the the average person should take in 15 grams of sugar a day and if you look at what you eat it is WAY more then that so I am going to try to cut down on my sugars along with WW. I don't want to get diabetes I had it when I was prego with Micah and It was not fun .

Power of Prayer

I believe in the power of prayer . Our business has not been doing well as you can imagine .But we have been praying alot about it and today Mark called with some good news business is coming in PTL.
Now I have a friend who just last her baby 2 weeks ago and now she is in the ICU due to a blood clot in her lungs . So now we are praying for her .She has 4 other children and a husband that need your prayers as well. I know the Lord will get them through this if enough people pray.

Another thing that I am praying for is my weight loss after having these babies I need to lose 50lbs . I am on weight watchers and it goes well if I stay on track and track what I eat . these past two weeks have been sooooo bad I had afamily stay with us so i did not track and then last thursday I had the girls for my sister wedding over and ate horrible and they left a lot of CANDY which i have eaten most of it lol. If it is not here(in my house) I am fine but I can't help myself if it is here . I need to have better self control when it comes to things like that . Pray for me . I would like to have a hot body by the summer time I can't wait to take the boys outside for walks and swimming YEAH for my POOL . I hope everyone has a great day !!!

Friends

What makes a real friend ???? Someone that says hi once in a while ? Or someone that talkes to you everyday or someone who calls you and hangs out and will do anything for you and truly care for you . But they don't hang out with you if it is not something that they want to do or they have something better to do . I hate fake people which are people who say they are your friends but they really are not . WTH did I do to you to make you do that to me . I wish everyone could get along and you never get hurt . But this is life and we get hurt and I am figuring out that you have to roll with life . And trust in God and know that he is always there for you .
I hope that someday I will have a friend that is a true friend that loves me for me and cares about me . I have never had a REAL girl friend(other the Erin but she lives 800 miles away ) that I thought truely cared about me . Maybe God wants me for himself . and I need to trust in Him .

***33***

That is how old my husband is today . I can't believe it . these past four years we have been together have been quite a ride, but life would be boring if it was not . We had a great day today went to church ,then took the boys to Grandma Angelas feed Micah then out to Black and Blue which was so good I hurt lol . Then back to moms for cake and coffee (note once you get older it is coffee not ice cream ) Erica Polasek made the cake and it was to die for everyone LOVED it .Philip was so cute with Great Grandma Zazubec tonight he was seating on the couch huggin and kissing her it was so cute to watch she loved it . We seat there for a while watching the award show I was so pleased to hear heath won . I love looking at all the womens dresses to see what looks good and what doesn't . I loved Kate Winslet' dress and the fact that she looks like a really woman she is so beautiful . well I am calling it a night .

Bloggin (thanks Nikki)

So I have never done this before ,but thanks to nikki I thought that I would give it a go. This seems like a great way to keep family and friends up to date with what is going on with our little clan .
I am a stay at home mom of 2 boys under two but hates to do house work lol . I have been really working on keep the house clean and visitor ready just incase anyone stops by **HINT HINT** . I love when people come over and play games or watch a movie . I have to say I have gotten much better about house work .After having Micah it was a little crazy here for a while but now I think I have gotten things better scheduled in time wise . I have even been cooking dinner 6 out of 7 days which Mark loves before it was 2 out of 7 day . Life is going really well right now we are all healthy and happy . I have a great husband who tomorrow will be turning 33 wow . He loves the Lord and his family . We are hopefully starting a new company and closing down the old one . So pray for us on that one .